AKU

Aku bukanlah EISNTEIN yang pandai menciptakan rumus fisika
Aku bukanlah LEONARDO DAVINCI yang pandai melukis
Aku bukanlah LEONARDO DI CAPRIO yang pandai memerankan berbagai peran .
Aku bukanlah ANGELINA JOLIE yang cantik , bahkan sempurna

Aku adalah aku
Aku yang apa adanya
Aku yang jauh dari kata sempurna
tapi
Aku yang mampu menciptakan sebuah perasaan
Aku yang pandai melukis senyum meskipun sedih datang . 

Aku yang mampu memerankan bahkan menjadi peran utama dikehidupanku . 

 Aku yang mampu melukis tawa dibibir setiap orang
yang mengenalku
Aku yang selalu ingin jadi yang paling terbaik
disetiap yang baik didalam kehidupan mereka terutama kamu .

Aku yang selalu berusaha untuk membahagiakan
seseorang yang aku kenal terutama kamu . 

tapi

Apakah kalian menyadari bahwa aku ada ?
menyadari bahwa aku ingin membuat kalian terutama kamu bahagia ?
dan aku juga tak tahu
apakah bila aku sudah tak ada aku akan dikenang ?
dan bagaimana aku akan dikenang ?

If you're not the one

If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

Buat kamu PACARKU ,
kamu kok kayak gini seh sama aku ?
Kamu kok nyakitin hatiku pelann pelan seh ?
Katanya dulu janji gak bakal ngulangin itu lagi , tapi kok tetep diulangin lho .
Kamu kalo gak bisa janji , gak usah janji sama aku . Janjimu lho SAKIT .

Buat kamu PACARKU ,
Kamu jangan egois
Kamu tau gak seh , aku  gak suka orang egois .

Buat kamu PACARKU ,
Aku cemburu lho waktu kamu kenalan sama cewek
minta nomernya
terus
janjian kan . Hayo ngaku ? kemarin aku baca wtwmu lho .

Buat kamu PACARKU ,
Aku tahu kamu sama mereka cuma sekedar temen
tapi bisa gak jaga perasaanku .
Aku udah sabr banget sama kamu , tapi kamunya malah gini

Buat kamu PACARKU , 
Temen temenku lho nyuruh aku ninggalin kamu
Mereka gak suka aku giniin sama kamu
Tapi ......
Aku pertahanin lho buat kamu
Aku kurang sabar apa jadi pacarmu .
udah sabar banget malahan .

Buat kamu PACARKU ,
lihatlah air mata yg keluar dimataku
mengalir dipipiku
lihat kamu kayak gitu ke cewek lain .

Buat kamu PACARKU ,
Kamu cemburu liat aku wtw sama cowok lain
terus aku berhenti kan wtw'an sama cowok lain kecuali sama ADIT

Ini ta yang namanya kasih sayangmu
Ini ta namanya cintamu
Inget gak seh dulu gimana kamu dapetin aku

Aku nerima kamu dulu karena hatiku ngomong kalo KAMU yang terbaik . Tapi kamunya malah gini ke aku .

SABAR ........ SABAR ........ SABAR yang aku harus lakukan .

Inget gak kita kenalan lewat Facebook ?
Inget gak waktu itu kamu mau ngajak aku buka bersama sama temen temenmu ?
Inget gak waktu kamu minta aku nemenin kamu buka bersama bareng ?
Inget gak waktu itu kita manggil mas unyu sama dek unyu ?
Inget gak waktu aku pengen kesolo terus kamu pengen nganter ?
Inget gak waktu aku kesepian disolo terus kamu nyuruh aku pulang ?
Inget gak kamu manggil aku cerewet terus aku manggil kamu bawel ?
Inget gak tanggal 15 oktober 2011 ?
Inget gak waktu kamu mesti telat jemput aku  ?
Inget gak waktu kita pulang sekola bareng ?
Inget gak waktu kita hujan  hujan bareng ?
Inget gak waktu aku bela belain bergadang cuma demi jadi orang pertama ngucapin HAPPY BIRTHDAY ke kamu ?
Inget gak kita gombal gombalan ? kangen tauk .
Inget gak waktu kamu ngasih tugas biologi didepan sekolah ? kangen tauk
Kamu juga inget gak tanggal 4 januari 2012 . Makasih lho buat kado PUTUSNYA pada tanggal itu

Gak tau kenapa yaa wel , aku masih belom bisa lupa sama kamu , gak tau kenapa aku susah lupa sama kamu .Atau jangan jangan kita satu sekolah mungkin makanya aku gak bisa lupa sama kamu .

Inget gak kita mesti ketemu ke kantin . Tau gak alasan aku kekantin itu ngapain ? pengen liat kamu bodoh .

Btw , udah 5 bulan lho kita pisah . Kamu udah nemuin  penggantiku yaa . Aku juga udah nemuin penggantimu . Dia baik lho wel , penyayang wel tapi dia ingkar janji gak kayak kamu , dia egois wel , kamu tau kan aku paling gak suka sama orang egois . Tapi yg namanya sayang wel gak bisa di apa apain lagi . Sama kayak waktu kamu nyakitin aku .

Aku gak pernah nyesel wel kenal sama kamu sampai pacaran sama kamu .
Meskipun dulu kamu berpaling sama aku . Tau gak rasanya waktu kamu jadian sama temen sekelasmu ?  sakit banget lho wel , tapi aku kan pengen liat kamu bahagia meski bukan sama aku .

Tapi aku bahagia lho sekarang , punya dia { pacarku } .

Maaf lho wel aku ngehapus kamu dari daftar list temen di Facebook . Pengen nge-add lagi tapi malu hihihihi

sudah dulu yaa tulisan buat kamu wel

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Fake smile = strong outside , weak inside

for you

Nana bilangin yaa sama kamu :

Nana , gak marah sama kamu , nana bisa maafin kamu tapi nana gak bisa buat dibohongin . Nana enggak apa apa disakitin . Nana mending menangis karena kejujuran daripada nana bahagia dengan kebohongan . Mungkin sama sama sakit tapi lebih menyakitkan yang bahagia dengan kebohongan kan .

Pesen nana cuma 1 saja :
jangan kayak gini ke nana , terus buat cewek yg bakal jadi pacar kamu jangan buat dia nangis seperti nana yg nangis karena kamu . Nana berusaha buat disini tanpa kamu kok . lihat nana seyum .

galau menggalau

kalo aku ketemu kamu , aku pengen ngomong :

AKU SAYANG KAMU , AKU GAK MAU KEHILANGAN KAMU . AKU GAK BAKAL GINI LAGI . AKU JANJI . MAAFIN AKU *SAMBIL MELUK KAMU 



yaa allah aku galau , aku gelisah , aku nangis . gak mau putus sama kamu , gak mau jauh dari kamu pokoknya . MAAFIN NANA 

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Hate That I Love You

That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

But you won't let me
You upset me boy

And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did


But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you SOOOOOO!

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♫'and now it kills me just to hear you say the simple things'

'Now waking up is hard to do and sleeping is impossible too.
Everything is reminding me of you... what can I do?'

'I’m not fine, I’m in pain.. it’s harder everyday
Maybe we’re better off this way? It’s better that we break…'♫

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♫'Don’t tell me you’re sorry cause you’re not. Baby when I know you’re only sorry you got caught'

'But you put on quite a show! Really had me going, but now it’s time to go
Curtain’s finally closing, that was quite a show, very entertaining! But it’s over now.... Go on and take a bow...'

'Talking bout’ 'Girl, I love you', 'you’re the one'
This just looks like a re-run. Please, what else is on?'

'And the award for the best liar goes to you for making me believe that you could be faithful to me' ♫

kamus cewek

wanita terdiam bukan berarti pendiam,mereka yang diam terkadang sedang merenung/ sedang marah

Pria kadang suka lupa sama wanita kalo ketemu hobi mereka. Dan wanita tidak suka akan itu 

cewek ngambek trus diem bukan berarti gak peduli, itu berarti ingin lebih dimengerti

Kalo cewek udah minta maaf, itu artinya dia sungguh-sungguh

wanita itu lebih suka saat kamu perhatian,walaupun dia bersikap acuh,tapi sebenarnya mereka sangat senang

firework - katy perry -

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind, wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards, one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
Six feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you?

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby, you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go, oh
As you shoot across the sky

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go, oh
You're gonna leave 'em falling down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

the reason why i write it

the reason I write poetry about street children  that I feel sad if I  see them in the scorching heat of the city, heavy rain, and the hustle bustle of the city., sometimes I guess where they come from, who's their parents, school or did not  , but when I talked with ones of them that a lot of street children drop out of school because they do not have much money, most of them orphans. they are too small to feel the bitter sweetness of living a life

we're lucky we do not like their fate. our school to high levels, have parents complete, but we lay waste the opportunity.

The governments have never heard their inner cries of hunger, cold,. overheating. they beg only to find mercy. hopefully in the future will change your life mate